what a bummer

tomorrow will be.

for the first time in 23 years i have no plans.

nothing.

bummer dude.

This is when my dreams and reality combine

    What marvelous things are happening.

This last year, so many dreams, goals, and only mere thoughts have become reality for me. Not to mention, things I could not even dream of are becoming a part of me.... and frankly, I love it.   :)

I'm sorry friends, I don't have time to update as much as I would like. 

But good news, new project in the works. old friends. new ideas. simple concept.

I want a movement and not a calm existence. I want excitement and danger and the chance to sacrifice myself for my love. I want to be known. Not for what I do, but for what I do for others. 

I live inspired. unafraid. fighting for what is good.  fighting for what is right. 

I want to be always exhilarated. always enlightened. May my inspired heart never quit beating to the tune of love. 

For more information on my current adventures

   

The Universal Idea

In my place

Coldplay

300's. slight veritgo. awkward leg room. cramped seats. dear friends. musical perfection. 

I am never exactly ready for that experience. Musical bliss, that is.

There was not one moment of dismay. not one moment or boredom. not one moment of selfishness. My song is love.

But....I'm nothing on my own.

more to come when I'm not on Loritab :)

I hear a whisper in my ear, a voice of loneliness and fear and I said "Devil Disapear"

Open wide my door, my door, my Lord 

Open wide my door

Do whatever makes me love you more...

Medical mystery

Currently.

I am a medical mystery. 

I went into my Dr. and then the ER Monday thinking my appendix was the source of my week long AGONY.  After a grueling  3 part contrast CAT Scan my appendix was in prime condition. Lovely. One might wonder what to do next.... This pain is somewhat familiar, but unmanageable this time. I began to think I was merely making this pain up, or maybe it was stress.   BOY WAS I WRONG.

It wasnt getting better or worse. and my regular pain meds didn't cut it.

The next day I had an ultrasound.....and no I'm not prego. 

The ultrasound found nothing. 

But the CAT scan did.

The radiologist saw a spot on my uterus.  We dont know the size, actual location or what. But my Dr. does think he knows what it is...

I meet with my GYNO/OBGYN Tuesday. 

This is all the info I have right now. 

Pray if you will, for me and my medical mystery body.

love you friends.

He makes me want to live for someone else...

You make my everything ok. You make me feel this certain way. Its like an ocean, like a wave, its like when morning lights the day....and it only grows and grows and grows.

I have so many thoughts and dreams of late. My next few weeks will be purely on the road. As of now, there is too much to put into words.  Update to come at a later date, hopefully sooner than later. all i can say is: 

Spotless. 

beautifully blameless. 

tragically broken 

because of love. 

All sin taken upon him. 

willingly broken

because of love.

 

"Arkeology"

Dance Rehearsal

CRBC

Thats all for now. 

Good day.

Blessing to you.

Its official.

i love weddings.

click here.

You gave me such a fright I thought you was a ghost!

In in the days of late, I have felt like a bit of a ghost. Yet, a ghost of nice nature.

The sumer has made me realize I'm growing up. DRAT! Summer now seems an awful waste. Not that I don't love summer, and the nice break from college but I am ready for something new. A career, a family, a business. new.

Slowly people are starting to realize who I am, and what I do. In college, we are known as college students, what we're "working towards", or "what we will do when we graduate". But what if I'm already doing what I love? What if thats enough? 

I hide myself within my work. I pray it doesnt define me. Who I am is a daughter of the King. He gave me my passion and to bring Glory to Him in that is what I shall do. with haste.

Make haste my beloved. 

 

You thought you might be a ghost...

This summer= total weirdness. 

Business is good. Family is wonderful. 

These are my thoughts, adventures, dreams, and mindless chatters of late. I am nothing special. But please...enjoy if you will.